& now im realizing how much you should mean to me. Your slowly going to fade into an option for me, putting you first won’t be on any list for me, I dont care what you do, who you see, or how you act. The time has come for me to pick myself out of the dirt, & focus on the good things in life. You are losing me, & I wont deny it hurts, but that is unimportant. Pain makes us stronger.